i've been thinking a lot lately, that's the reason why i chose to keep myself pre-occupied with all the shits and stuffs instead of staying at home, if you see what i'm trying to do. busy busy busy. but at the end of the day, it still come down to the things i don't wanna face. friends are really impt, if you realise what they did for you in the past and the memorable things. don't think of the sad things, they just make you sad. why there are some ppl who don't even wanna treasure friendship. or should i start questioning myself why am i such a lousy friend. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep :( elmo's gonna be strong!

i guess i'm fine now